im raging with anger today because of Tan Ah Pek. stupid. i can't believe we got scolded for not doing anything in NPCC. serious shit, when we are actually doing supervising he is not there. when we are particularly relaxing,he is there. and tell me how in the world am i suppose to point out mistakes when there are so many Secondary 4's standing there watching them and teaching them? get what i mean? there are just so many of them that they can actually do what the sec 5's are suppose to do. i don't want to be that person where other's would think "eh, she extra sia", you know? i am conscious of what other people would think of me and i would only help if they need me. if they don't need me and i am trying to do something, wouldnt that be a bit shameful? hell, if Tan Ah Pek wants war, then i don't give a fuck to the needs of the cadets. he should jolly go **** his own ****! once April arrives, im sure he is going to have A LOT of FUN training the cadets. asshole.