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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
i am at the verge of doing something bad but i won't do it because i know i'll be in the wrong. all hopes are gone now that i don't have money for Zee Avi's show. i'll try asking my lovely dad to fork out for me. i have one bloody loanshark in my house which is my mother. i need to pay her back freaking $20 and how am i suppose to save that in a week if all she give per day is $3? i am pissed off like shit i feel like isolating myself in a very very dark room and laugh and cry and laugh and cry until i become a psychopath. i would be on a hunger strike to save bad money for loanshark. im stuffing myself with junk food right now thats because i am in no mood of eating proper food. can i just hang myself? god,i feel so miserable. since nobody is at home, im going to watch videos i have been longing to see. yay. oh right, i had oral just now and mother tongue was definitely hard. i can't find correct words to say and to say it in formal tone makes things even worser. i screwed up reading because i was practically stopping and trying to pronounce the words correctly. english, yay, was so much better. the questions was such a relief man. i hope all turns out well. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, i am going to spend another rotten egg day at home. die.