dooms day tomorrow which is the results day. my hearts beating very fast and im getting very nervous. if i meet the criteria, i'll go to Secondary 5 or not, ITE. i want to go Secondary 5 as i dont want to start doing projects as yet in ITE. well, good luck to all NLevel peeps for the results. as for yesterday and the past past days, the mood at home hasnt been very jolly. instead, there were a lot of arguments with my grandmother and im growing sick and tired of it. she wont stop blabbering to me. but i cant sit and listen to the same story over and over again like a spoilt radio. fair enough, she went back home yesterday with the maid. and today, im actually struggling to keep the house clean and COOK for my family. believe me or not, i actually went to youtube to find a "cook-along" video of how to cook Spaghetti Bolognese. the whole reason is because i dont have the spaghetti paste thats why i went online to find homemade paste and at last,i dont even have the ingredients to cook it. what the hell. i ended cooking sardine. i have like tonnes to do at home since my grandma is out. i have to shift my stuffs back to my room which was formerly at my parents room. okay, i think i have diarrhea.