oh hello again, is there even anyone reading my blog? anyone? anyway, is being naive really really bad? im not sure either. i think im naive, because whatever anyone says seems to be so right and i tend to agree with them. i think im sensitive, too sensitive that when someone says something bad i can cry and cry and cry until my eyes becomes puffy. does anyone notice what i do? pfft. there's like this wall which surrounds me and people dont notice you at all. why am i being like this? i am only like this because i've lost what i wanted. my words arent that important at all right now or maybe my words were to harsh for you to take it. but so what, what i've said couldnt be compared to what you've said. you broke my heart millions of time. but i dont wish to compare that because i know i wouldn't gain anything. i wish that something or somebody can really wake up your mind. you may have gone through hard times in your life but i may know a thing or two which can lift you up. what am i here for? oh i forgot, im not noticed.