my grandparents came today and both my parents arent home today. how ironic. see how things go? i have been dreaming weird things lately. i cant remember whats it exactly but people that appear in my dreams are the last i ever thought of or even not thought once. i dreamt that i had a boyfriend working in a cafe. i actually asked him out for a date to a late night movie but sadly he couldnt come join me because he was working. so i thought maybe i should spend the night with my sister. right when i got home, i heard that my boyfriend died. the funny thing is i could see his spirit in my house but he was too depressed to see me and commanded me to leave. i woke up by the ferocious voice of my father. to think again i wonder why my spirited boyfriend asked me to leave when im in my own house. hmmmm.
