Wednesday, September 30, 2009
IM FUCKED UP WITH LIFE!
i think i should go back to my shell.
where i could live darkly.
there would be no one to tell me anything.
because im fed up when people tell me off.
i know whats wrong or whats right.
you cant use a scientifically proven method to tell me whats wrong or right.
this if life, you need brains to live properly.
no brains no gain fuck shit.
and if you tell me that my father would help his friend for a "very good purpose"
than its alright isnt it that aku pentingkan kawan dulu baru keluarga kan?
FINE. then i should start not caring for any of you guys and think of myself and my friends.
cool right? i should be living a fortunate life after that.
because i wouldnt have to think about my family.
they're all egoist. like that?
you're like that because you werent home most of the time.
you get what you want easily why? because you never thought if he spent on you he would become broke.
i am better than you think.
go eat your own balls because i aint going down the bloody filthy drain for you!