it is 2:45am right now. i wont be updating much as im busy going to and fro the hospital. grandmother isnt doing that fine. i had a rough time on Friday as i only went home the next morning because grandmother was trying hard to breathe. her heart died for awhile and was alive in a second. i am worried for her. the pressure on her made my whole family tremble with fear and upset. the doctor's words," you and your family have to be prepared. " my only wish is for her to leave peacefully without having difficulties.
