i woke up feeling as tired as ever with this bloated feeling and a heavy head. i showered myself sitting on the toilet bowl with the water spraying at me. i bought an oversized shirt yesterday and showed it to my mum with full of anticipation but i was slapped with her words. i don't need discrimination. i bought leggings yesterday but its translucent for gods sake and begged mum to buy another one for me. but dad's not happy about it asking me to buy myself right now at 8.00pm. i am not looking forward for tomorrow at all. firstly,i dont have a partner and secondly im sick and tired of seeing my form teacher. i dont feel good right now, dizzy as it is. i could just drop my head onto the keyboard anytime.