i have been busy lately with homework,revision and school. hadn't had much time for myself too. tomorrow and afterwards im going to be filled with tests. SST is going to start soon and im pretty sure it'll rip me apart. and im in ffc again,for a thought,maybe its not so bad joining ffc and actually finding out you're enjoying yourself. then again,i shouldnt remain overweight.
these days i find my grandmother weirder then ever before. she threw a tantrum yesterday and today. and the only reason because she couldnt eat more than she can eat. but what can i do,if she goes overboard,i'll loose her. and what makes me utmost angry is she loves my brother more than anyone else. i dont mind it but she make it so over like 'ohh hafirul is my life and i love him very much'. she repeats it time and over again! i hate that. i hate it. okay whatever, i dont want to care. it only makes me feel bad.