had kenduri at my grandparents house and why in the world syamir has got to be there?kenapa?he keeps bothering me goddamnit.eiwww,i hate how he looks at me.he even praised me saying i was a little fairer.yeah thanks but no.i can't even speak to him properly because he looks very disgusting thinking about the things that ever happened between us.ohmygod.he keeps messaging me asking what im doing.he does that all the time,OI!tkde masa larr.grrrrr.and MERRY CRISTMAS!