today was the meeting again and our immersion trip to China has postponed to 26 November. i was really thinking we were going this Saturday and i was all hyped. dang,now i don't feel excited at all. we were not even informed when is our flight till this Saturday. shit ass, my dad's going hot over the whole plan and im afraid i won't be able to go because it has been draggy. you know because of this i feel like my dad hates me. stupid trip. whatever larr,i need a jacket and im done packing for China. okaay so, i might not be able to go online that often because i need to takecare grandma and of course my mums long and draggy nag. i dont understand why she doesnt let me use the computer when i havent been using it for past 1 week. and she say i never clean the house,fold the clothes and stuff. wth? when i do all those stuff i dont even have time to on the computer and when im free she throws all fault at me. what is this? ahhh,i need to cool down.