met girlfriends just now and it was just best shopping for China. tomorrow's the flight to China and i'll be missing Amirah and Liyana who couldnt be with us on that day. i've missed a chance to be with my family or partly just to be with them. we chat everyday but to see it, we're so near yet so far. on another side of it, my grandmothers critically ill, what i wont know is that if she's admitted to the hospital tomorrow or not because i won't be there with her. when i was hoping for an exciting journey to and fro i am getting all this worries. oh why?
