everytime i read someone's blog, the things that they say somehow makes me feel like i did. i feel guilty for some reason. sometimes there were moments that you had sooo much fun with someone and you felt happy, happy like crazy. and then as time flies, both of you drift away. you try pulling her back, but it seems that you're not comfortable in a way you were once before. i am feeling this way because i used to find happiness with her. i can't explain my emotions, its too complicated to state. sometimes even thinking about it makes me cry.