today was npcc service day. had to go house to house visit and spread crime prevention messages. it was lame and boring. not of the activity but the group members. if i could smack their heads i would. always trying to run away and immitating me and hhin. and after all the activites are done, we were back in school for drills. doing drills was okay. 5 to 6 cadets was taking over the whole of sec1 squad. and what do i as a drill commitee member do? and im seeing 3 people from the sec 3 ada calon jadi anjingla. im so frustated. i feel like giving up on my role. i wont say no more.
