im tired. im fed up of waking up every morning and getting scolded. i cant watch tv,i cant use the computer. what can i do? i cant even go out cos i wont have money either, its not like you would give me. you get irritated easily. you get mad easily. you have changed. its like seeing you turn to a new leaf. a whole new person, new attitude, new life. i only shut my mouth so that i wont be in trouble. neither did i knew that, shutting my mouth is a problem. would you ever understand how i felt even if i told you, mum?
