body's aching like hell. was i unlucky to get to be an ic for DRILLS. i cant seem to do the drills right, i dont actually know the timings, i shiver when i give the command. God, help me. im so scared. ahhh, im so scared. i feel like killing myself to feel so scared. darn. the course continues tomorrow and i think its going to be a long hectic day. why must i be in drills? mummy, help me.
