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Friday, May 16, 2008
i guess i have been living too long in this world that suddenly i lost hope for everything. 15 years seemed like i lived for a few months. time flies so quickly when you're playing and you dont even realise it but thinking about it is the most worthwhile. its hard to know what would have happen next when you thought it wouldnt have happen. for as long as i lived, i've experienced many things for most people would have encountered. where you fought with your best friend, where you thought you were leading a great life, and where you had rivalrys over certain things. it was so unbearable. i have understood the way of life. its easy if you know how to pick it. well i think the hardest thing in life for me is that to decide whether or not to leave it or take it. i think i may have hurt many people whom i've met or even be with. maybe i wasnt myself at that moment, but you might think " yeah right, everyone says that." but trust me, im willing to forgive and forget if you would forgive and forget. i have had the greatest moments in life, living it to the fullest because i know im living it right. and then suddenly, everything changed. im faking things just to make it look alright. i never did have the guts to tell because i wasnt brave. i didnt want to hurt anybody including myself, but i just kept it and made it cool. i guess i was over reacting that somehow you knew about it and also kept it to yourself. if it wasnt for that one problem, im sure today you and i would be the most happiest woman to be living in this world. and so it comes today, two different women leading two different lives and going separate ways. i may seem to look happy, but there's something in me that is fully incomplete without you. i dont need sympathy from you to be with me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ!