i wonder how some people feel being ignored, teased, backstabbed and how acting like a fool is. its funny to see them go with the flow, eventhough they know they are annoying. they always put up a smile yet to be sadden by people. and as the truth unfolds, they try to be as convincing as they could. like for some people, once they go emotional, they could change another persons mood to emotional too. i dont see the reason why you have to cry in public making me such an ass to eat by myself with a statue sitting infront of me. i know you're in this totally nasty situation where prabably most people are annoyed with you. but can you ever show me this respect that im here to accompany you for lunch and for that now im here, talk to me. don't leave me staring into blank space while some thoughts raced through my mind as im eating my food. i wasnt comfortable with you just now, because you cry throughout the whole period while i was enjoying eating my lunch. people eat for satisfaction and pure pleasure. i have neither of it. pleasure you say when im trying to retain myself from throwing away the food but instead stuff the food into my mouth? i cant say no more, because maybe nothing ever come across your mind about this. - liyana.