Saturday, February 02, 2008
had npcc, campcraft.
for gods sake, i didnt do anything.
i just sat and observed.
if i knew i wouldnt come.
or maybe did newspaper collection.
yes, even i felt what use being a reserve when they dont want you.
stupid.
im starting to hate my own people.
i dont know why.
its either my best or worse.
i love them all.
in a way, they're getting on my nerves.
i dont know if i have to be honest.
or just let it happen.
i'll go honest and they'll be hurt.
i'll let it happen and make myself more mad.
i will shut my mouth for now.
