so yesterday was National Day. me my family went to an open field near the construction site for the casino. came at 2 plus and found a really nice place. then other friends and family came. so it was a big one. had fun with the babies. LOLs. yes and finally my dear cousin is not scared of me. woohoo! and my aunt keep telling the others, hafirah is trying her best to get the baby with her. or he would cry everytime i try to carry. so sad you know. the celebration was so super fun. the fireworks was a good one. i was just sooo happy that i cried. i just cudnt go with my friends. and how many times have i decline the offer? hais. its always the case. there's nothing i cud do to change it. i have to follow it. or i'll be ashamed of.