i only wish it could be like before. i simply am loss of words to describe everything. i just go with the flow of life. every single bit of it. here and there. its me who sees it not you. i am grateful for everything. thank you. i am starting a new life. with more people appreciating and liking me. yes i am. i have written every one of your names in the book. only one managed to go through with me. with the pain im left,its been erased.