to dear friend, it seems like after you got a better position, you are different from what you are. if you do have something to say about me, do mention it to me. you don't have to say it behind my back. to whoever you told to,they sometime cant shut their mouth about it. they have to blurt it all out. they can't keep secrets to me. whatever you say about me i except that fact about it. if im guilty for it,please forgive me. my hopes are dashed now and i dont want you to make it more miserable. to say the words i hate you is bad enough for me. please please dear friend,i hope you understand me. i really really hope you do.
