my days have been so internally disturbed. i'm not really fine. i couldnt concentrate on my studies well. have been crying in class. i feel so stupid. show and tell yesterday made me so emotional. especially when someone commentd on my mp3. its a gift from my father,its not something i chose. i feel terribly sad about it. i know its dumb crying over it,but if it is something your dad bought for you when he worked so hard to get it for you,how would you feel? some people just dont understand. but it takes time for them to understand it too. some people will be turning 14 next week,shiqin,riduwan,omar,syakir,shin ying and turning 15,said. Happy Advance Birthday to you guys!