have i told you,my mate,how much you all meant to me. every single thing i did was so regretful. im shameful of myself. i gave all of you trouble,thinking i was special. i only knew it now,im a bore. such a troublemaker. i would want to come a new. forgetting and erasing the sins i've done. even all those fights,i try to understand it. i'll help in it too. but it seems,everytime i try to attempt it,it all turn horrible. when can i ever be helpful enough? i cant always put the blame to all of you,it just isnt fair. im trying to forgive and forget. i too will not be moody in school. it just spoil the spirit of you all being so happy when 1 of your mates are feeling down. i dont wanna have grudges on anyone. even to you Syafiqah. i tried telling you but im afraid you will leave us. i dont want our friendship to be vanished like that. but im glad you understand. im also glad everyone do. i just love all of you,girlfriends!