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Saturday, February 24, 2007
i received a message from Ashnul.
and two missed calls from him.
it was on the 20 February 2007 at 1:26 am.
he said:
To hafirah: i am so worried about you.
miss you so.
im in KL and your in sin with ami and all.
even though you hate me.
i want to say this,you ain't my kawan baik.
you are my sahabat.
our friendship shall not be broken even if we had a huge fight.
To ashnul:
we didnt actually had a huge fight in the first place if you didnt had to find trouble.
yea.i know.you treat me as your precious friend.but do you really treat it the way we want?
do you know how it is to actually lie to me about every single thing?
is lying your only choice?
calling other people a POSER?
have you ever thought that you were one of them?
did you remember when you were in Sec 1.
you are in hip-hop.
why the sudden change?
does it not mean your're a poser?
i had enough.
you've done it once.
why do it again?
you feel guilty for whatever you did.
you want to get back with us.
you think we are gonna let you win this time?
we've been trying to let fate take its place.
but you lead us to do this.
to tell you the truth,i HATE you!
its not me alone,but even the one your're close with do.
i've taked everything slowly.
trying to forgive and forget.
but maybe it just wasnt me to do that.
i'll take it as if you doesnt exist.
your're just my imaginary.
or maybe my 1 minute friend.